friend

don't know when it start....i felt that life was so critical....
in life, really hard to find a true friend....that can share everything with you....where he/she also can help you to solve your obstacles....

when you very close with a friend, you thought she is your close friend....but when you face some problem or situation, you will found that she is not belong to the 'true friend' group...
because maybe in some things both of you have the same interest on it so you thought that both of you are so close, but you are wrong...

haiz....true friend...where to find? and how to find?
i really need a true friend...but very difficult....
i really need somebody whose can share everything with me, and have same favourite and same interest with me....is it possible? i don't know...and i think i will not get the answer....forever....

we live in a world...just A world...but why there would be so so many kind of people?
when you interact with this person, he/she will tell you about other people's stuff...
but when you interact with that person, he/she will tell you something about another one person...
why people will become like that? why people have to be like that?
why?

i start thinking that people was so unexpected...somebody will do something that you can't expect and judge....so terrible...

haiz..hopefully someday i will not be like that too...

H@ppy birthd@y to mee...

haha...long time didn't update my blog...
busy working....

yesterday was my birthday....
thank you all my friends that wish me at Facebook....
thank you all my friends that wish me through SMS....
thank you my friend that wish me by phone...
and thank you my friend that wish me face to face...

very happy...and appreciate all the wishes received....

at the first, I thought that this year birthday would be as normal and nothing special...
but...but...
my husband gave me a suprise!

hehe...he went bought a Baskin Robin ice cream cake without my knowledge!
this is the first time he gave me a suprise....and let me felt that he is so caring me....
and this was the first time too I felt his strong love to me....
thank you hubby...love you....

besides, he also bought me a necklace....a shape of heart....thank you..i love it so so much....

well...still got a present....a present from God....my cutie baby Fu Rui Bin.....thanks God...
although he still don't know how to say happy birthday to me...but i can feel the love from him to me in heart...very deeply and strong.....

cannot forget two person too....they are my parents! thank you daddy and mummy for giving me an angpau....i will keep it properly....

lastly...thank you and thank you again to all of you!
i hope that in the following birthday i can celebrate with all my friends!
hehe.....