Wednesday, May 27, 2009

new day + last day

Tomorrow I will be working at the new company...so maybe afterwards I will seldom online...
because I'm new at there..can't always online as I like...have to be serious in work liao...but I will try to update my life too... so that my friends will know about my recently life...Don't worry my friends....
Well, don't want to think so much liao...tomorrow just go there and do my work as I need to do...
I will try my best to finish all my job....


Don't worry my friends....
I will take care myself...If can I will try to msn with u guys....
And I got things to share with yours de...but lack of time....so next time if I still got time I will share with u guys about my unhapiness....

Say goodbye to my old environment...and say hello to the new one...
hope everything will going well at the new company...
let bygone to bygone
tomorrow will be another good beginning...for me...

Bye....take care my friends...
keep in touch ya...
miss all of you....
in my heart...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I pass my driving test

So, a good news from me : I passed my driving test!
hurray! no need to spend $$$ anymore! no need to re-exam anymore!
and of course finally I can drive car!

I felt myself so so lucky...yesterday I was in the afternoon session...when we reach there, we heard many people said that yesterday the pegawai was very strict and many people failed for the parking part...That time I really felt like : I sure die! I very scare of the bukit part, because when training I always fell down and my engine stopped. Luckily I can surmount it! The side parking and 3 points turn were not a problem for me.

On the road, I not worry because we got paid for "minum kopi" what....shhh....don't tell other people leh...if not I will be get summons from government...
So finally I passed all the parts....and I will get my license on this Saturday....

Then I can drive car....and I can fetch people...Anybody would like to fetch by me?
Haha....I think no one will dare to sit on the car that the driver is only "P License"...hehe...

One burden had gone...so still left one burden....still got one day I will be working at the new company...Don't know the colleagues there friendly or not? Don't know my boss will give me hard job or not? Don't know where is my sit or my place? Don't know I can handle all the things that I need to do? Don't know I can do all the jobs good or not? Don't know I can finish my jobs in the time given or not? Don't know.............

I feel like more frightened and stress......
Yesterday was felt stress for the driving exam, and now feel stress for the new job...
my stress and my worries never finish......it never stop......
when it will stop?
Tell u guys....maybe I always worry about this and that...and now I just left 52kg only....thinner than before I get pregnant....
But for me it is considered as a good news la...because girl always want to stay slim what....haha...but make sure that my appearance and my face will not looks like very pale and weak lo....

Stop here...have to finish my entire job before I leaving....

Friday, May 22, 2009

gambateh for ng lisa

Next Monday I will be attend to my driving exam!
Hope I can pass so that I really no need spend $$$ again for this stuff!!!!
I already spent RM 1,152 for it! If I fail on Monday, I have to spend RM 150 to have exam again!!!!
So 只许成功,不许失败!As I also do not have time to have exam again!
so, good luck lisa!

Next Thursday I will work at new company!
nervous.....stress......frightened.......
all these feelings continue to attack my brain.....I became weak and weak and weak......
I don't know I still can tahan until when....but I will try to persist.....no matter how hard is it....

recently everything not going smoothly....did everything also 碰钉子...
haiz....having bad luck....
can't do all the things good......
don't know why.....really felt very unhappy.....

I need a rest.....need a break for myself.....
but I can't....no chance, no opportunity and no choice at all for me to do this....
really wanna cry as loud as I can....but can I?
I CAN'T!

what more I can do?

confusing.....and thinking........

just hope, pray and wish everything will going more smoothly afterwards....
and me...will try my best to do all the things...good...

perhaps...

Thursday, May 14, 2009

1st Wedding Anniversary

Time gone damn fast leh..tomorrow would be me and my hubby 1st year wedding anniversary.. 15/05
hehe....thinking on how to celebrate this special day?
erm...nothing special....because both of us have to working on tomorrow...
so just plan to go to watch a movie after our dinner....really long time din't watch movie liao.....the last time we watch movie is on Valentine's day....quite long time already....

Don't know what present to give him...as I don't know how to drive lah! Usually we go out together...if I buy him something, he sure will know....
so just do a card for him lo....a hand-made present is more valuable than a processed products aren't?
and is also can show my sincerity and love....although it's just a simple card....


Love is...the mother of love;

Love is...the reward of love;

Love is...the touchstone of virtue;

Love is...the true price of love;

Love is...the sweet tyranny;

Love...makes all equal;

Love is...blind;

and Love is.......WITHOUT REASON...


hope all my friends can found their true love,
found a person that treat you nice, care about you, and most important is
love you truely,madly and deeply...



Hubby, happy 1st wedding anniversary!

I love you, truely from my heart....

and it wil last forever and eternal...





Monday, May 11, 2009

happy mother's day

10th May 2009, the 1st mother's day I celebrate in my life...

nothing special....

as usual me and my husband took my mother and my mother-in-law to have a refreshment.....eat nicer food and eat "more expensive" food than we usually eat....

haha....that's all....i think my baby grow healthy is the only present I wish to possess on this mother's day....next year will hope he can say:" happy mother's day! mummy, I love you!" to me...but sure must have someone to teach him to say like that la...



recently...quite busy..so seldom update my blog...

busy with my work..I have to finish my entire job before I leave here....to the new company....
that is my responsibilities....right?
still left 19 days to go...then I will be work at the new company....kinda feel stress liao....



recently....busy with my driving lesson too....
still got 2 more class to go then I will attend to the exam...
hope I can pass..so I no need to spend money with it anymore!!
wish me good luck!



and also hope my friends doing well too....

pray for you all!

happy mother's day to all mom!
especially to my mummy and my mother-in-law!
and to me too!
>.<