friend

don't know when it start....i felt that life was so critical....
in life, really hard to find a true friend....that can share everything with you....where he/she also can help you to solve your obstacles....

when you very close with a friend, you thought she is your close friend....but when you face some problem or situation, you will found that she is not belong to the 'true friend' group...
because maybe in some things both of you have the same interest on it so you thought that both of you are so close, but you are wrong...

haiz....true friend...where to find? and how to find?
i really need a true friend...but very difficult....
i really need somebody whose can share everything with me, and have same favourite and same interest with me....is it possible? i don't know...and i think i will not get the answer....forever....

we live in a world...just A world...but why there would be so so many kind of people?
when you interact with this person, he/she will tell you about other people's stuff...
but when you interact with that person, he/she will tell you something about another one person...
why people will become like that? why people have to be like that?
why?

i start thinking that people was so unexpected...somebody will do something that you can't expect and judge....so terrible...

haiz..hopefully someday i will not be like that too...