i'm back!

last post was on August...really damn long time dint update my blog...
what am I busy with? same stuff.....career, family, son.....

tell all of you about that....i gonna be crazy!!!!
because....i gain my weight for 3kg man!!!!
#%?/*&^%#@$?//+
really very angry and sad sad sad......haiz...need to start keep fit..I do not want to be fat mummy...i wanna be a modern mom and pretty mom..haha...
gambateh lisa...go ahead! start keep fit now! before it late.......=(

my baby...haiz...recently....very naughty..and his 1st birthday is around the corner!
nothing special to celebrate his birthday...just whole family have a dinner and cut cake for him only...
this few days he was ill.....don't want to eat and drink....always cry in midnight....made me and husband can't sleep well...but we understand it is our responsibilities to be his parents....we got no excuse to blame of...

one more thing would like to share you....
A BAD NEWS FOR ME....My cousin's daughter passed away on last week....
she was just a 5 months baby....so cute and pretty baby....
before she leaving us she encountered two operation....but doctor have mentioned that the success percentage for operation is low.....
if it success she can live for more than 10 years, but if it unsuccessgul, she can just live for 2 more years...but one month after the operation she leave us!
it happened too suddenly! without expectation!
so pity my dear baby...only few months baby have to gone through so much suffer but still can't have a chance to continue live in this world...
she even no choice to see this beautiful world....
she even no choice to enjoy the fun of life...
she even no choice to taste the yummy food....
and and she even no choice to let us give her our love, our concern and our caring....
many things in this world have been arrange accordingly by the God......we can't disobey the rules and order of the God....
and she was ordered to not be our relative....and her parents' daughter......

after so many things....I learned to be open-minded....do not force myself to be perfect...
be cin-cai....don't so strict in every thing...
then I will be more happy.....