halo lisa is back!

Halo dear friends I'm back!!!
Busy,exhausted.....my recently life.....
Many duties, jobs and responsibilities fullfill my daily routine....
No time to have a rest...but I quite enjoy with it....



Talk about working......
Enjoy working here...although there are so many jobs waiting me to finish and complete...
because my relationship with colleagues very good....so nice working with them...
they treat me very nice...all of them are so friendly.....
sometimes we chit chat.....sometimes we eating snack...the feeling is so good...although I'm tired on end of everyday....



Talk about mummy-ing....
My baby....9 months already....healthy....cutie...
and know how to call 'papa' liao!!!
But still don't know how to call 'mama'...sad.....never mind...
be patient...give him some time......he knows how to 'give me 5', 'dim chong chong' and others...
of course is more naughty liao....


Talk about wife-ing....
Our relationship still like that lo...no changes...still hot like we pah toh that time...hahaha
He treat me nice... don't worry my friends....
just sometimes I found that he don't know how to express his caring to me...but I know...he is care about me just he don't know how to show it.....I really know about it....
Not planning to have second child on this period....haha....it is true.....things are so costly nowadays....it is not easy to take care of a child....and educate him...really not easy....
Wait until we have save enough money for ourself...then maybe......>.<



Talk about daughter-in law-ing......bad....bad.....bad.....
I would like to continue my post in mandarin....sorry ah kiong....
媳妇永远都是别人的孩子。我开始有点认同。
不管我做得多好，我始终属于别人的孩子。
女儿的一句话，胜过媳妇的十句话。
有时心情好，就会跟你谈得开心。
有时心情不好，就会给你脸色看。
有时真的很不好受。可是却只能默默忍受，不能呻吟。
因为有她帮忙照顾孩子，因为有她帮忙打点家里的事务，因为她是我老公的妈妈，因为。。。。。
所以我只能把这所有的不满吞进肚子里，埋藏在心里，不能表达出来，不能发泄出来，唯有在这里宣泄，用一种不会对他人造成伤害的方法，而且也是最能表达我的内心世界的方法。
“嫁鸡随鸡，嫁狗随狗”，这句话我必须时常提醒自己。

好了，别再想这么多了，要想开点，不然只会让自己越来越难受，越来越痛苦。
丽霞，加油！要开心点！看看你的孩子，多么的可爱，多么的天真无邪，想着他，就想着他，你的烦恼就会消失了！

To Lisa: Don't Worry, Be Happy.
To Lisa's friends: Take Care and Miss.

new day + last day

Tomorrow I will be working at the new company...so maybe afterwards I will seldom online...
because I'm new at there..can't always online as I like...have to be serious in work liao...but I will try to update my life too... so that my friends will know about my recently life...Don't worry my friends....
Well, don't want to think so much liao...tomorrow just go there and do my work as I need to do...
I will try my best to finish all my job....


Don't worry my friends....
I will take care myself...If can I will try to msn with u guys....
And I got things to share with yours de...but lack of time....so next time if I still got time I will share with u guys about my unhapiness....

Say goodbye to my old environment...and say hello to the new one...
hope everything will going well at the new company...
let bygone to bygone
tomorrow will be another good beginning...for me...

Bye....take care my friends...
keep in touch ya...
miss all of you....
in my heart...

I pass my driving test

So, a good news from me : I passed my driving test!
hurray! no need to spend $$$ anymore! no need to re-exam anymore!
and of course finally I can drive car!

I felt myself so so lucky...yesterday I was in the afternoon session...when we reach there, we heard many people said that yesterday the pegawai was very strict and many people failed for the parking part...That time I really felt like : I sure die! I very scare of the bukit part, because when training I always fell down and my engine stopped. Luckily I can surmount it! The side parking and 3 points turn were not a problem for me.

On the road, I not worry because we got paid for "minum kopi" what....shhh....don't tell other people leh...if not I will be get summons from government...
So finally I passed all the parts....and I will get my license on this Saturday....

Then I can drive car....and I can fetch people...Anybody would like to fetch by me?
Haha....I think no one will dare to sit on the car that the driver is only "P License"...hehe...

One burden had gone...so still left one burden....still got one day I will be working at the new company...Don't know the colleagues there friendly or not? Don't know my boss will give me hard job or not? Don't know where is my sit or my place? Don't know I can handle all the things that I need to do? Don't know I can do all the jobs good or not? Don't know I can finish my jobs in the time given or not? Don't know.............

I feel like more frightened and stress......
Yesterday was felt stress for the driving exam, and now feel stress for the new job...
my stress and my worries never finish......it never stop......
when it will stop?
Tell u guys....maybe I always worry about this and that...and now I just left 52kg only....thinner than before I get pregnant....
But for me it is considered as a good news la...because girl always want to stay slim what....haha...but make sure that my appearance and my face will not looks like very pale and weak lo....

Stop here...have to finish my entire job before I leaving....

gambateh for ng lisa

Next Monday I will be attend to my driving exam!
Hope I can pass so that I really no need spend $$$ again for this stuff!!!!
I already spent RM 1,152 for it! If I fail on Monday, I have to spend RM 150 to have exam again!!!!
So 只许成功，不许失败！As I also do not have time to have exam again!
so, good luck lisa!

Next Thursday I will work at new company!
nervous.....stress......frightened.......
all these feelings continue to attack my brain.....I became weak and weak and weak......
I don't know I still can tahan until when....but I will try to persist.....no matter how hard is it....

recently everything not going smoothly....did everything also 碰钉子...
haiz....having bad luck....
can't do all the things good......
don't know why.....really felt very unhappy.....

I need a rest.....need a break for myself.....
but I can't....no chance, no opportunity and no choice at all for me to do this....
really wanna cry as loud as I can....but can I?
I CAN'T!

what more I can do?

confusing.....and thinking........

just hope, pray and wish everything will going more smoothly afterwards....
and me...will try my best to do all the things...good...

perhaps...